Swirling thoughts descend from my mind.

They knock me off my center. I start to fall but my body reels, and I am lifted into the air.

Weightless, I am spinning about the Sky. The wind in my mind is pulling me.

My being is unhinged.

My heart beats wildly. I feel I am going mad.

I can’t touch a single thought long enough to form it, just bits of emotion floating around pelting me. 

I reach out, grasping for a fixed point, and miss every time.

Closing my eyes I hope for the best but expect the worst.

Please don’t let me crash.

Please, this time, set me down gently.

With tears and my heart beating too fast, I brace for the fall.