The dryness of my soul turns to dust and falls off of me.
I sweep it up and put it in an old wine bottle.
I watch my soul bits swirl and turn red with the drops left inside.
I am hopeful it will work like old Magick and lift the dead within.
It is worth a shot. The bottle once was the tincture to soothe my soul.
I peek inside with one eye. I smell it.
In desperation for signs of life, I tilt my ear down and listen.
I only hear the hollow of an old bottle, loud in its emptiness.
I carry the remains of my soul to the Garden.
I dig a hole with my hands and a stick.
Making a tube in the ground, I drop the bottle inside the Earth.
On my knees, I cover it with dirt and then water the soil with my tears.
Too tired to move, I lay down and watch the dirt move about my hands.
Laying there, I hear my heartbeat as it pulls my soul back into my body.
It is painful.